I'm going for a physical today
I have an appointment with a therapist tomorrow
I have yet to make that dentist appointment, maybe I'll set it up for friday if they can fit me in. . .
Sticking to a workout routine
Halfway through my online drivers ed course and contemplating booking more lessons to get better on the highway
Feeling really enthusiastic about my classes
The only tough things right now is how much I miss Vince.
Other than that, I'm a little scared of branching out, of changing the way I've always done things, of changing the way I've always dealt with my life. . . its such a vulnerable feeling. I've done fairly well with my life so far but I have by no means reached my full potential. I let my fear and anxiety hold me back. I hesitate where others act. I'm so tired of being this way and its time for a big change. I hope things go well with this therapist, I'm scared of having a bad experience too. So many things to be excited for, so many things to be afraid of. I need to get rid of these anxious feelings somehow and I hope that I'm bringing myself closer to the answer. . .
It is weird that I simultaneously feel proud of myself for doing what I need to do and feel like I want to cry all at the same time?
so proud of you <3
ReplyDeleteand I'm sure you'll have a great experience but if you do have a bad one, don't let it deter you. Sometimes you gotta go through a bunch of people before you find one that works with you. Different people need different things and it might take a while to find them. Keep up the good work beautiful. you're such an inspiration!